Where are you?
I want to cry so hard,
That is breaks apart, the fabric of reality
Behing the curtain of death,
And the illusion of life
I’ll find you again.
You’ll be waiting there,
Smiling at me, like always
Father, the pain is unbearable
It will tore my body asunder,
My soul, to pieces
And if my heart stops beating,
My chest drops for the last time
It shall sink, like yours did.
Instead of tears, blood pours out of my eyes,
My mouth
My ears,
My fingertips
I bathe in death
I drown in life
I don’t breathe anymore,
Unplug me
Unplug me,
I welcome the mayhem.